sorting it out

so these older posts were a forced assignment for a computer class i was taking. to read them now makes me cringe.i've come back to this place a few years later just to kind of talk to myself, vent a bit, where i know no one else will hear. i've always felt better after putting my thoughts out there. then i am able to put them in the place they belong and move on.this time however, i'm not sure it's going to be so easy. when the thoughts that are giving you the trouble have to do with your heart, that's when the moving on slows to a snails pace.i'm in such a tricky situation -- there's been the flip flopping back and forth between 'talking' and not, then 'being friends' and not. and now, that i've developed feelings for him again, i have no idea what to do. what's worse is how i ended things last...by just not talking. more on that later... second, my best friend doesn't get along with him. i don't know how that would go over in the long run... so much to sort out, i'll definitely be here lots!!!

What I'm learning

So, I'm finding that I don't know as much as I thought I did about the internet.

For instance, I thought the Internet and the Web were the same thing. Now I know that the Web is "the means we use to access information over the INternet" (pg 128) I also didn't know that "Web 2.0" was in the works. It amazes me that people are always trying to imprvoe what already works. I also didn't know that satalite was a means of receiving internet service, I thougth it was only possible through phone lines...except that we just installed fiberoptic lines to receive Internet at home. I am ashamed to say, I don't know enough about it honestly to know if that is part of the phone line or not. I just know that it is super fast and I don't keep getting booted off while I'm trying to do my work :-)

Up and running

So, here I am, writting a post for my new blog. I really don't have anything to say except personal things. I can talk forever about what's going on with me and what's happened to me in the past. This will be my rambling forum.....